False Alarm

My hormone levels are not rising normally. In fact, they’re dropping. I’ve been bleeding for the past 5 days and it’s getting worse. It’s not officially a miscarriage yet. But it will be on Friday when they confirm it with an ultrasound. I’m disappointed, sad, and shocked that it happened to me. But we’ll be ok. It’s just a little too… you know… life.

I’ve shed my tears. I’ve mourned my loss. And I’m not done yet. But I already anticipate a quick recovery… and a certainty that I will try again once my body is ready. I’m not the pessimist I used to be. I’ve grown a lot over the past year. And I know that happiness is what you make out of life. I still have a fantastic life with one little setback. It won’t set us back too far, I’m betting. So don’t feel sorry for us. Everyone has their hardships and this one is temporary.